hearts & flowers
the look, like sunny recognition of the most shrill, consuming, abysmal love they have for her.
she has seen before, in lovers eyes - all hearts & flowers, a sentiment. she would love.
she wants cheeks of rouge, not from the cold. she wants him to learn, about her, every day. to not consider it a gesture to order her a drink as if ‘he knows her so well’. she wants to feel a difference. the shivery sense of difference when he leans - the nearness of skins. an exhilarated difference, being raised under a different sun to her - stamped in to his skin. like the exhilaration you get when you arrive in a country for the first time and as you step from the airport the bizarreness of it all assaults your senses.
she wants to see him as a very loved, very loving being. like a rock that has been struck by the sun for long and is warm with it.
she doesn’t want him to plunge too fast, yet flailing seems too aloof.
she wants clothes drawn off slowly. she wants him to fixate on her, rather than the latitude. yes, clothes drawn in exquisite anticipation. awe - like Ethan Hawke in Great Expectations - the look, and a connection, a holiness fluttering within them both. cold, smooth walls she is thrust against. her hair pulled back when he’s inside.
seduction that is slow, unique, intriguing. touching her breast, watching as he does so. a slow, provocative touch - that makes her want it too much.
eye contact. an orgasm.
extravagant gestures of flattery - tasteful. doing it because he truly means it and not because he thinks ‘she will love it if I say so’. poems on napkins. a telling of secrets when inebriated, public affection around his family as well as hers, the good kind.
happiness. contentment. saying her name as he comes. noticing when her eyes change colour and watching her when she sleeps.
the forest is thick & we don’t recognise.
ambulante asked: hi ! i just saw an ask from you on the Grenoble tags. i'm from there and i've been an au pair few years ago so i was curious how your time in the Alps went ?
hi ambulante!
due to visas problems, I’ve had to postpone my trip to leave early March - luckily this was all okay with my host family! all in all I am still really looking forward to my trip that is to come.
I’d love it if you could give me some background information or tips on the city. what I should pack in my suitcase would be a good one too?
nice to hear from you,
…sheiswaitinginthewings
somewhat diverted
bunny habbits
upon her head a platted hive of straw, which fortified her visage from the sun
he is the east, and she is the sun
true hope is swift, it flies with swallow’s wings
